menuntut ilmu ibarat membeli belah

Bagi I, menuntut ilmu itu tak ubah seperti membeli belah. Tak pernah capai kepuasannya tak kira berapa ribu you spent. Mungkin selepas dapat apa yang diinginkan akan rasa happy, released, puas hati tapi perasaan tu hanyalah temporary. Dapat baju baru, esok excited nak pakai, lepas sekali pakai, bosan. Esok lusa tangan itchy lagi nak swipe debit/credit card. Korang faham tak perasaan tu?

Macam itu jugak dengan menuntut ilmu. Tidak pernah ada kepuasannya. Harini dapat result UPSR, esok happy dan released. Bulan depan kena teruskan perjuangan untuk PMR tiga tahun dari sekarang. And the process keeps on repeating sampai ke peringkat Ijazah. Harini graduate, happy yeay one journey ends tapi macam ada something yang belum completed =.=”

 

Bila ramai yang bertanya kenapa lepas ijazah I opt to further my studies instead of working. The only answer I could give is, “I belum bersedia untuk masuk alam pekerjaan lagi. I’m only 22, too young to work”. Lame excuse WTF.

 

The truth is, I already have my plan. I’ve been sticking to my plan since forever #truestory Okay la, not forever HAHA Since I was in form 4 or form 5 tah. I don’t know I should categorise myself as the most organised person in the world or someone who yang sangat obsessed dengan diri sendiri =.=”

 

What I did was, I jotted down my life plan in a piece of paper *now everything is in my head already*. At certain age, apa yang I patut achieve. For example, umur 22 wajib habis degree, harus masuk university yang dress code bebas *lame wtf I know*, sebelum umur 30 harus dapat title Doctor *tak kira habis PHD atau medicine course*, at this age harus ada rumah idaman sendiri, pergi haji guna hasil titik peluh sendiri, getting married at the age of 27, giving birth to my very first baby at the age of 29 and so on. I did my life plan when I was in form 5, so what do you expect? Haruslah ada unsur skema dan kepoyoan disitu =.=” But who cares!

 

I know, kita hanya mampu merancang, Allah yang akan tentukan. But to just leave it to God without berusaha, is such a waste.

 

Alhamdulillah, Allah masih memberi peluang for me stick to my original life plan, AGAIN :D *lompat bintang*

Nama sebenar yours truly adalah dirahsiakan cause I don’t want my future boss, supervisor or colleague to Google me HAHA Scared they don’t take me seriously anymore after reading my blog HA-HA-HA

 

Above all, doa restu ayah bonda yang paling penting. Cause you know why?

 

When I was in form4/form5, I told my mom I wanted to go to matriculation after my SPM cause I want to complete my degree awal *never thought of doing diploma because I think it is such a waste of time for me as I don’t have plan enter working sector using diploma qualification* and my mom asyik cakap best la kalau I dapat Penang Matriculation College, 20 minutes away from my place ja. And I ended up enrolling my foundation there.

 

When I was in form 5, AIMST Semeling campus *cause time tu AIMST temporary campus was in Amanjaya* dalam process pembinaan. Setiap kali nak balik kampung, mesti lalu sana. Ayah bonda kept saying, “Nanti untung untung anak study sini la, dekat dengan rumah, university pun bagus”.

 

Lepas matriculation, dapat University Malaysia Terengganu (UMT) course Biodiversity but I refused to go there. Thinking that, I could die ketakutan dalam bus on my way home, jalan bengkang bengkok bukit bukau merentasi Banjaran Titiwangsa T_T Kalau setiap minggu nak naik flight, siapa nak support? So I ended up doing my Bachelor Science Biotechnology in AIMST which is only 15 minutes away from my house *happy face*.

 

When I was in AIMST, I told my dad, lepas degree nak sambung master kalau ada rezeki. I was thinking nak buat master in AIMST ja cause I can complete it in one year but ayah kept telling me to apply for USM. He even suggested to me to do cancer or HIV research since forever. I was thinking of doing plant extraction work at first cause it is a lot more easier BAHAHA FML. Tapi bila ayah bonda asyik mendorong I towards cancer research, I feel like it is like an eye opener for me to try something more challenging. Well, at least challenging for me ;P Hence….

 

So 2012, please be good to me. The important key for 2012, is DISCIPLINE. More discipline DF, hopefully, in every aspect :D

 

Wish me luck peeps!

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