2012, so far

I know I know…. I’ve broken my promises *guilty* :( To blog more, to blog consistently, to be a responsible blogger yada yada yada. It’s not that I don’t want to blog or I dah lupa that I have a blog and few lovely loyal readers, just that I have more important things to do than blogging. Like preparing a proposal to be presenting to school and for scholarship application purposes. That’s because the amount I’m earning from blogging is not big enough to cover my tuition fee huahuaaa T_T Kalau blogging boleh cover my tuition fee, dah lama I ditch proposal for scholarship application and blog more instead *god knows why* HAHA.

 

2012, so far? I know it is too early to talk about 2012 achievements since baru sebulan Hewhew. But I have plans for 2012 and some are big. Yes big for me might not be big for you. So how big is my big plan?

 

Independent DF in the making. Being DF, being the only child to FadzilRos, I dilayan like a lil baby girl since forever ;P But lets see things positively. I am okay being pampered. But this year, I want to grow. I don’t want to stay stagnant and be a lil baby girl for the rest of my life walaupun I tahu dalam sesetengah hal, I will always be their lil baby princess ;P

I took a baby step and told my mom about me wanting to apply for two months researcher program in Taiwan next year and guess what? Its a green light! ;D #2012achievement

 

Plan a trip *yes one trip at least*, an independent one tanpa ayah bonda. Just me alone or maybe with friends. This is quite hard since I takda pendapatan sendiri, fulltime student and ayah bonda won’t be funding me for things like travelling T_T But I’ll work hard to get what I want :D Nothing is impossible hewhew At least a trip this year, and I’ll be happy!

 

Eat good food! Especially desserts! Simply because I love desserts. Skip appetizers, skip main courses and lets replace them with desserts and I’ll be the happiest girl on earth *big smile* :’))

 

A better muslimah. Alasan paling crap untuk tidak tutup aurat is ‘I tak bersedia lagi’. Bersedia tak bersedia yang haram tetap haram. HIDAYAH is the correct word. Yes, I want to be a better muslimah in all aspects, to conclude.

 

Ai qing. My 2012 big plan doesn’t include falling in love with a guy and have a soulmate future hubby kinda guy. Say what? Say it again? So yeah. My parents akan berleter if they read this. HAHA. Sorry mom dad, I just don’t want to fall in love impulsively and when I’m lonely. #foreveralone. I want to fall in love when I’m ready. Me myself pun taktahu I dah ready belum, so how? But if this happens, I’ll accept. Jodoh, who knows?

 

DF yang lebih matang. I don’t mind if I don’t look like a matured girl or woman but what’s more important, I want to be able to see things, think and decide maturely, really.

 

Might not be big for you ladies and gentlemen. But big enough for a little girl like me, DF ;P Because I believe things I mentioned above will bring so much impact in my life, who I am in next five years, at least ;D

 

Remember, if you fail to plan, you’re planning to fail. No harm in planning things and dreaming, dengan syarat kena work hard towards your plan! Jia you!

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